I Am Losing My Mind

Could it be PMS or just a lack of retention? I realized at the end of the day that I had forgotten to feed Aiden a bottle this morning. What is wrong with me? First Matthew last week and now Aiden, my own son! I am losing my mind. A friend of mine called me today and I was incapable of connecting my thoughts, let alone form complete sentences.

Chris thinks I have too much going on and by the looks of the calendar, it seems I will have a day off by, ummm, next year? No, that can’t be right. There must be a time when I don’t have to go a party or visit a friend or take Aiden to the doctor’s or attend a meeting/class at work or entertain family. By the looks of it February is booked solid and March is filling up.

I have been feeling bad for Chris that he does not get free time anymore and I have completely forgotten to take care of myself. I need to schedule in a day off, but when? So I guess the eternal question is…”Do mommies ever really get a day off?”

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