Out Like A Lamb

My New Year’s Resolutions are not standing the test of time. I am ashamed to say that I am not the pillar of strength I thought I was nor the example setter I hoped to be. I am well aware of what I should be doing and blantantly ignoring it. How can I expect my son to grow up and so the best he can if I don’t even set a good example. I hang my head in shame…

Just to recap, I have not completed any of New Year’s Resolutions this month:

1. No books were read, only blogs. I read and read and read. Sometime I comment, but I spend way to many hours reading. I have a theory on this and you can read about it here (if you haven’t already).

2. The sign language is coming along, but Aiden only signs “more”, in fact, he has actually stopped signing “mommy” and “daddy”. I know he understands me, but I wonder why he doesn’t sign back. Could it be that’s he’s lazy or thinks, “Mommy does it, why should I?” Who knows, but I keep on signing.

3. I am keeping up with my blog, most of the time. I know I am not as interesting a writer as some other blogs I read, but the purpose was to journal and I feel I am doing just that. The problem is I know I should be doing more than that and I will try to give you more than just a slice of my life with Aiden and give you more of a slice of my brain every once in a while.

All in all, I thought I was doing much worse than I actually am. I’m sure once my class ends this May I may just pick up a book. Until then I will look ahead to April with a positive attitude.

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